vampireapologist:

Not to be dramatic but I’m fed up with makeup and I’m done with most of it. Makeup should be fun. I should be having fun!! I’m fed up with not feeling pretty unless I have at least 15 extra minutes in the morning to do the “bare minimum” and I’m tired of the way people who know me from the lab run into me when I’m in makeup and respond as if they’re meeting a different version of me and I’m tired of being disappointed at the end of the day to see my own bare face when I wash it!!

That’s my FACE!!!!! Its only job should be to EXIST but I put so much pressure and so many expectations on it!! I’m through!!! I’m tired!!!! I’m fed up!!!!!!

I’m not buying one more bottle of foundation or one more concealer stick!!!

I’m finished!!!!!!

Eyeshadow should be fun! I should have fun making my eyelids pink even if the rest of my face isn’t flawless and that’s what I’m gonna do!!!

I refuse to spend one more day of my youth worried about what people think when they look at my face!!!!!

My actions and my words will speak for me.

I’m fed up!!!