You ever just realize that people don’t necessarily find you annoying but they do think of you as an afterthought and get super tired and just sad? Like maybe they invite you but only after they made plans with others first? Just like… man is this just my evil hellbrain or is this actually happening cuz im tired
I get jealous really easily but not like an angry vengeful jealous more like a really sad lonely jealous because everybody likes everybody more than they like me and I really really don’t blame them.
Does anyone else feel like a “filler friend”? Like you just sit there, never contributing to the conversation, and when you do, no one notices. You don’t really have a purpose or do anything and kinda just sit there existing. No one ever invites you ever or asks to do anything with you, and people even make group plans right in front of you and neglect your presence. It’s not that anyone means for this to happen it kinda just does?